I recently went through a time of wrestling with the Lord. This past year has been a year filled with an incredible amount of pain and joy. My heart has been pulled in every direction imaginable and I felt at times that my foundation was shifting like sand. I felt empty and lost. I was overwhelmed and I broke down. Spiritually, I broke down and in that moment, all the feelings and doubts that I tried to suppress came flowing out. In that moment, God was not good. I wasn’t able to believe that He was good. My mind knew what his word said, that He was good and that He was worthy of trust but my heart was doubting.